A little about me!

Well I am going to share a few things about my life so that if you don't know me you will! :) 13 years ago (December 1997) my sister lost 4 of her children because they had a very abusive father and they were not safe around him. That was the beginning of what I consider my own personal Hell. It seriously was one of the hardest days of my life. I thought we would never see them again. Then 4 months later (April 1998) my dad who was my best friend died suddenly from a Coronary Artery Disease that was really hard for me I went into a deep depression I started rebelling and pushing my family away when they needed me the most especially my mom. But that was the only way I knew how to deal with the pain that I was feeling. Then my sister had a baby on April 15, 1998 that needed a heart transplant when she was 9 days old she got a new heart doctors gave her a year and a half to live she is now 12 almost 13 a year and a half later after she was born she was taken from my sister and placed in a wonderful home and they later adopted her it was a very open adoption my mom and I see her everyday we tend her everyday along with her adopted siblings the whole family is a part of our family!  It took many years for me and my mom to bond. Then I felt like life was finally changing for me. In May 2004 I met someone who I fell in love with I just knew I was going to marry this man who made me so happy, we got married 9 months later February 19, 2005. I was so happy for the first year and a half then he started changing and I saw the real man I married he became controlling, angry, and abusive we stayed married for 5 years then I prayed and knew I needed to get divorced. A little over a year after I got married (June 2006) my sweet sister that lost her kids was diagnosed with breast cancer and it was at stage 4 and she was given 2 years to live. She lost her battle April 7, 2008. My divorce was final on February 1, 2010 and I truly feel FREE!! So that is my life in a nutshell!